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That moment when last season's pants no longer fit. #teamyogapants #leggingsdontjudge

No greater love

By Rachael Lampa takes me back to a dimly lit highschool sanctuary at vespers when my biggest before life was complex and decisions were so difficult.

on soulmates

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. 

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. 

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master."

I've cried rivers, I've felt my deepest pain. I've been forced to deal with parts of me I've always hid. You may have been my soulmate but it's too painful to stay.